But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added to you.
The bible is clear that God shall provide for ALL our needs when we seek His Righteousness.
Not our own righteous works, which will get us nowhere, but HIS righteousness.
God is a Father finding ways to bless us, not to find fault with us.
If you have been avoiding Him, know that you can come back to him through His Righteousness and not through any of your own.